Saturday, October 11, 2014

My dad

I have recently lost my father, Harold. he has passed away two days ago. Oct. 9th 2014. I was on my way to school when i get a call. but my cousin wouldn't tell me on the phone. She had got me so worried about the call all day. While i was in class. I was in hurry to get home and to find out what is going on. I even had a test that day, but i failed my test, because i couldn't concentrate. When i got home my cousin and step mom and my step sister came over, and sat me down and had told me that my father has passed away in his sleep. After 2 yrs of having him back in my life again. 20 yrs of not seeing him, My mom has kept us away from our father for so long. My parents can't stand each other. My dad has been M.I.A. for over 20 yrs. But two yrs ago my uncle finds him. and when i heard he has been found, but he was in the hospital at the time. He was in serious condition. But he recovered. I was very happy and thrilled to have him back in my life again. My one wish i wanted is when i get married is to have my father walk me down the isle, and now he is gone. " I know he isn't in pain anymore. And he is with god, and Jesus. After 2 yrs of fun and being with him as gave me so much back. I have always loved my dad, and wanted to know where he has been after all these yrs. I knew he lived here in Arizona, just didn't know where. All this time he wasn't that far from my aunts house. I have visited him almost every weekend. I love you dad, and i will miss you so much. I know you are with me in spirit. My mom is terminally ill, with small cell lung cancer. And i was told it's not good. Two people i love are my parents. I found out that i was a miracle baby. One thing that won't change is i will always be there special daughter. I am their first child. When i was visiting my dad on the weekends, He would text me and ask me "Where are you child". He worries about me when i take the city bus. It's the only transportation i have.  Dad i love you and miss you so much, One day i will be with you again. love you Always forever... Heather kylene....Your loving daughter.